bus' blog
Cutting out the fluff, removing the fat.
It is sometimes necessary, to deprive yourself of some comforts, if you truly wish to work at the UN.
But not just in the UN, if you want to go anywhere in life.
Studying can get lonely when you have no 對象, no partner, no opposite. It seems the few conscientious people with the same career aspirations as me within this isle, that i have encountered, are of the Christian faith. I am not. Yes, i celebrate Christmas due to my ethnicity, but it is not my religion. I don't think i could date someone like that.
For university, i went far from my smoggy London. Originally, i was acting under the influence of a powerful spell called 'misapprehension'. High were my hopes that not living with my parents would, in someway, make it easier to date. It seemed i strayed further from the truth each day. I might as well have cast stupify upon myself.
As it turns out, studying is actually really hard work (no shit). To be honest, i don't even think i have time for friends, let alone flowers. I need to play some sort of sport to stay healthy, so i play basketball. But, apart from that, really my life is - i suppose the word is - lifeless.
The dead don't seem so bothered.
8月22日26年.