bus' blog
What, people can't say things to my face is it?
I'm too scary one?
Some people would rather communicate in secrative numerical codes than come out and say they don't like me. I'm not a spy, i don't get paid to decipher cypitic messaging.
I won't be offended you don't like me yk. You think i care what other people have got to think about me? Even say about me, they can talk the world. Put my name in your mouth if you want, why do i care.
Do you think i would even be here, in university, if i scared what others thought of me? Do you think that it is even to survive, that i must care about the opinions of others that so much?
No. Their opinions are not water that i drink. Food that i eat does not come from the ruminations of third parties. It comes from me, that i barely pass and scrape by. That i chose to go to university outside of London.
Even though i don't know what the fuck i am doing, i am still doing it. It doesn't be that i am dependent on others' light-weight opinions of me just because i am an idiot.
My mistakes are stronger than your opinions of them - heavier, i mean.
我的事沒有你們那麼輕的， 聊我做麼。 我不怎麼care呗。
再來，下個挑戰。
No, 我沒有準備好，那又怎麼了。
No, i am not prepared, whoever said i need to be?
Maybe i would hear you if you said it to my face.
10月24日26年.